What is the next big … ?

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A virus is notorious
but easily overwhelmed by the resources of a bacteria
which is overwhelmed by the complexity of a fungus
which is overwhelmed by the thrust of a single drop of anti-fungal
which is overwhelmed by a splash of water
which is overwhelmed by a room heater
which is overwhelmed by e.m.f of the electric system of the skyscraper
which is overwhelmed by the power-grid of the city
which is overwhelmed by the size of the New York city
which is overwhelmed by a ‘tiny’ splash of the Atlantic
which is overwhelmed by the ‘little’ ice cubes of the Arctics
which is overwhelmed by a bright-shine of a sun-storm
which is overwhelmed by the vastness of the sun
which is overwhelmed by the size of a white “Dwarf”
which is overwhelmed by its own galaxy
which is overwhelmed by the number of galaxies in Universe
which is overwhelmed by … ?

You came closer, by going too far

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She was closest to me, but you know, too close.
So years of fume was adding inside us
That time, all I wanted to go far, far away;
and I took my flight, in a rush, in a bright sunny day.
It was then, we, half a planet away from sight
I came to believe in life, and that, I took a wrong fight.
Each mile, into me and her, acting as a thorn,
and killing my self, grew since I was born.

Now we are part in a far away, far,
Oh, my heart feels closer than ever,
Yer love, why, causing a gloomy tear,
Your silly naggings now music to ma ear
Yeah, mom. You & me are closer than ever,
just like my first six months, or the first two year …

 
@ 2009.02.11
@ Memphis, TN, USA

You came closer, by going too far

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She was closest to me, but you know, too close.
So years of fume was adding up inside
That time, all I wanted to go far, far away;
and I took my flight, in a rush, in a bright sunny day.
It was then, we, half a planet away from sight
I came to believe in life, and, I had taken a wrong fight.
Each mile, into you and me, acting as a thorn,
and killing my self, grew since I was born.

Now we are part in a far away, far,

Oh, my heart feels closer than ever,
Yer love, why, causing a gloomy tear,
Your silly naggings now music to ma ear
Yeah, mom. You & me are closer than ever,
just like my first six months, or the first two year …




@ 9th February, 2011
@ Memphis, Tennessee, USA

What should be called ‘death’ ?

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[It’s an draft copy, v. 0.2. Totally unwritten sections has been tagged in {…}]

[disclaimer: I am not an surgeon, doctor, ethicist, philosopher, or any sort of expert, and I am a fan but not affiliated with National Geographic Society. Except all quoted from the documentary, all other comments reflect my own current thinking]

I just watched a National Geographic documentary “Moments of death”. I am just describing its idea & my thought.

what is death? whom you will call ‘dead’?
A man with stopped heart-beat, a man with non-functioning brain, a girl who can’t response to any physical/worldly impulsion or a man who is totally out of his mind? Our understanding of the definition or the process of ‘being dead’ is pushing the boundaries…

Do you acknowledge ‘soul’? Why?

The ‘simple’ physical process of cardio-vascular death is as follows. The heart stops pumping blood, the organs get shut-off one-by-one, at last the brain-cells, being deprived of Oxygen, raise ‘panic’ alarm, every element of brain-cell start fighting to save own-self and start producing toxic waste enormously, then each cell get self-destroyed.

Now, if you ‘shock’ back the heart-beating, give external oxygen quick enough, then the brain-cell ‘may’ stuck in ‘somewhere-in-middle’. The patient is now seems breathing, and heart is beating; but he can’t sense or response to anything, even you cut-off any organ without anesthesia. Its called ‘coma’. In this state, the patient is may be thinking, dreaming, or just ‘nothing’. Why not he is dead ?

{ purpose of Germany’s ‘house of dead’ was to avoid live-burial }

{ the case of the girl who totally went out-of-mind and parents wanted to declare her dead }

{ why peoples, ‘visited’ around death, see light or tunnel of light }

Is ‘soul’ really exists?
{experience of a ‘unconscious-and-tapped-eye’ open-heart-surgery patient who saw every steps of his surgery, even his own body and an unusual habit of the surgeon}

{ the medical & ethical boundary of the definition of ‘death’ }

what i got today on web – Concentration of Power

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what i learned today – Concentration of Power

‘Statement of Purpose’ for Bioinformatics program, Memphis, TN

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Here I published the ‘Statement of Purpose’ what I used for getting admission in Bioinformatics program of University of Memphis at Tennessee, USA.

Writing this SOP was started while I was getting back home through my Aktel stuff bus. The backbone was written on my mobile LG KU 990 as a note. I fulfilled its 1000 characters limit.

You can read it here on my scribd.com space. You can also download it … But I will strongly prohibit to using just ‘copy-paste’.

my SOP for MS in Bioinformatics in Memphis, Tennessee, USA http://d1.scribdassets.com/ScribdViewer.swf?document_id=42898955&access_key=key-aicorvopymu2q6ywmzl&page=1&viewMode=list
Thanks for reading !

****** আপা

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******আপা,****** আপা
হাসিকেন মাপা মাপা,
কোনএকটা মাছের মত
তোমারহাসি একটু চাপা
ক্ষমতায় আসার পরই তোমার
ভরলো দুটা গাল,
তোমার চাপার জোর বাতাসে
ফুললো নৌকার পাল
তোমার চাপার জোর বাতাসে
দেশবাসী থর থর,
তোমার গলার আওয়াজ শুনে
করে উঠে ধর মর
মিথ্যে বুলির জাহাজ তুমি,
ধন্য তোমার মুখ,
কেবল তুমি চাপার জোরেই
ভরালে দেশের বুক
আপা, তুমি কত পড়?
জোয়ার উঠেছে নলেজের?
ডিগ্রীর মালা দিতে বিদেশী
লাইন লেগেছে কলেজের
তোমার জ্ঞানের জোয়ারে তো
ভেসে গেল দেশটা,
ছাত্ররা সব কলম রেখে
উঠে গেল শেষটা
ভাল্লাগে না, ভাল্লাগে না
এর বেশি আর পড়তে
অস্ত্র হাতে উঠলো ওরা
‘খেলাধুলা’ করতে
তোমার বুকের সোনার মানিক
ধন্য ওদের বল
‘খেলা’ দেখার ভয়ে সবাই
আতঙ্কে টলমল
‘ভয় পেওনা, ভয় পেওনা
খেলা বাকি আছে’,
‘এক এক করে দেখিয়ে যাবো
ভয় পেওনা পাছে’
আচ্ছা আপা, ইচ্ছে তোমার
অভিনয়ে তুমি নামবে?
এত এত ডিগ্রীর পরেও
অস্কারও কাছে টানবে?
মা বাপ কেউ নেই বলে কেন
মঞ্চে উঠেই কাঁদ ?
আচ্ছা আপা, ভোরে উঠে
রোজই কি গলা সাধ ?
শান্তি তুমি আনছ ফিরে
এই দেশেরই বুকে
তাই তো ওরা মাতম করে
কাঁদছে মনের সুখে
কত মায়ের বুক থেকে আর
কাড়বে বুকের ধন ?
দেশটা বিরান করেই দেবে
এই করেছ পণ?
আচ্ছা বুবু, দিল্লী থেকে
কত বেতন পাও মাসে ?
এদিক অধিক থেকেও
তোমার কত ইনকাম আসে ?
ধন্য আপা, ধন্য বুবু
ধন্য তোমার শোক
দেশের **ছায় বাঁশ দিয়া কও
দেশ চিরজীবী হোক

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